Sunday, November 9, 2008

Schizophrenia is not Multiple Personality disorder

This is a piece of information I've known for a long time now, just like that Frankenstein was the name of the doctor not the monster. but still, I think it has something to do with that everyone gets it wrong they wouldn't get me if i got it right, and I thought I was above that.
Usually I am above the hype everyone who knows me will tell you i am different, not necessarily unique, just different ,i sometimes yearn to be like everyone else, so maybe that's my shout toward norm! and yet again maybe not.
I am so off topic, i need a map. LOL. anyhow I Once wrote post named A message to the OTHER in it i wondered whether i am Schizophrenic or not i should have wonder whether i have Multiple Personality disorder at least that what i meant.
I think I really am Schizophrenic, one of the huge symptoms is delusions and hallucinations , I am a master of Hallucinations and delusions, I've watched the Trueman show , and ever since then i have this theory that says that Like Trueman there are people who are watching me and taping it on a secret TV, does that sound crazy? My other totally beliefe that and always suppress these ideas as fast as they pop out, well i have my reasons once when I was 12 I was sent flowers that didn't say who sent them, then later on in various occasions people actually knew who i am and i had no idea who they were, it's like am a small town celebrity except i don't live in a small town and there is no reason why i should be a celebrity.
I've never said that to anyone before, I might be crazy but the other is DULL. which you think is worst!