This is a piece of information I've known for a long time now, just like that Frankenstein was the name of the doctor not the monster. but still, I think it has something to do with that everyone gets it wrong they wouldn't get me if i got it right, and I thought I was above that.Usually I am above the hype everyone who knows me will tell you i am different, not necessarily unique, just different ,i sometimes yearn to be like everyone else, so maybe that's my shout toward norm! and yet again maybe not.
I am so off topic, i need a map. LOL. anyhow I Once wrote post named A message to the OTHER in it i wondered whether i am Schizophrenic or not i should have wonder whether i have Multiple Personality disorder at least that what i meant.
I think I really am Schizophrenic, one of the huge symptoms is delusions and hallucinations , I am a master of Hallucinations and delusions, I've watched the Trueman show , and ever since then i have this theory that says that Like Trueman there are people who are watching me and taping it on a secret TV, does that sound crazy? My other totally beliefe that and always suppress these ideas as fast as they pop out, well i have my reasons once when I was 12 I was sent flowers that didn't say who sent them, then later on in various occasions people actually knew who i am and i had no idea who they were, it's like am a small town celebrity except i don't live in a small town and there is no reason why i should be a celebrity.
I've never said that to anyone before, I might be crazy but the other is DULL. which you think is worst!
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Basically, Schizophrenia is easily defined as detachment from the surroundings, the symptoms are hallucinations, fixed delusions and in rare cases, dual personality.
What you're experiencing is - in my opinion - a sort of black out, a defense to flee your reality, a reality which, I daresay, is not that pleasant.
This is fine, just don't get addicted to the alternate reality, that's the mistake we all make.
are you a doctor? cause you sure sound like one, you are probably right but i think it's too late for me because i think am already addicted to the alternate reality, so hooked that i think i don't mind having no real life at all.
No, i'm not a doctor, but i have 3 cases within my immediate family, also my dad's a shrink, so you can say i grew up with these things. As for getting used to it, everybody does in varying degrees
i think whenever a someone has multiple personality disorder, he/she would not be aware of the other personality.
and that other personality is a way to deal with sever trauma by escaping the reality.
which u r not el hamdoliah.
one more thing,i always thought that i may be living a dream, along one, and one day i will wake up to find me living other life...hallucinating too :)
Yeah I know I don't suffer from MPD, but i might suffer from Schizophrenia I wouldn't know although Umslopagas said am not.
It could be considered as hallucinations if you believed it, so how firm is that thought?
may be u have short term memory ,like Dori in finding nemo, that is why u don't remember the ppl...kidding :)
about me, no the idea is not that firm, recently became a wish, but u know sometimes when my sight bluer,i really feel like i am in a dream.
kaman what about when u go through a moment when u feel u really saw that happened before..it happenes to me alot
yeah that would be a thought LOL.
since it's not a very firm thought so you are probably normal.
You mean deja vu, yeah i have this thing too they claim that it have a very logical explanation, something about the blood circulation in one part of the brain faster than the other, but the funny part is sometimes i have a deja vu that i had that same deja vu before it gets confusing LOL :d
yes that is the word deja vu, thanks.
ya3ni u have a deja vu about a deje vu...mmm..amazing :D
I Know :D
Been a while since I visited your blog, but as you've probably noticed, I was too immersed in trying to defy what was ordained with my life.
As usual, I was utterly defeated, which took me sometime to lick my wounds.
How come you don't post anymore btw?
yeah I noticed you were having a hard time, don't we all :(.
I don't post a lot, I have to feel what I write and right now i don't feel gr8 (with no reason) so I have nothing to write. but maybe soon, am glad you stopped by
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