elves as relaxed, angry or whatever. but usually that's not the people's same perspective.I've been shocked lately with the fact that People perceive me so differently from the way i perceive myself, and I think they are mistaken I am not what they think , I am not too serious, unemotional , snob, uptight, cold and cruel person. I am light-hearted, shy, nice, hot-tempered person who has a sense of humor.
sometimes I realize why people perceive me in a certain way. like how they mistake the fact that I am shy with the fact that I am a snob.
but other times it comes totally unpredicted and it bothers me. someone once said that it feels good to be not understood to feel like the lonely lost soul in the world. but I don't like how that feels. i have to admit that I am lonely, sad and misunderstood. I once was told that I would always feel that alone because i like to drive people away.DO I ? Maybe I do? or Maybe I simply want them to try a little harder. I want to feel appreciated, I like to feel people I care about intruding into my life. but maybe I am making too hard , maybe I am asking too much from people.
I am drifting away from the original point of the post I seem to be doing that a lot.
but I still have things unsaid that's why I won't end it here, I'll try to get back on track.
Sometimes I think the difference in the way i view myself and the way people view my is so huge because I am not Honest with either.
99% of what I say is BS that i don't mean. but 99% of people around me don't seem to know that simple fact and the 1% that does don't know what to think anymore.
I think I've been lying to myself for a long time 2. That is the main reason of this blog it's an attempt to be honest , with my self and with people around me. that why I am staying anonymous , as much as i can. that's why i am keeping minimal personal stories, but i am human so sometimes I would give in to the pleasure of reminiscing.
on a final note I bet every psychotic, crazed SOB had uttered the words I am just a lonely lost soul in this world, I am just misunderstood.
P.s I didn't draw this I ripped it off from www.dva.gov.au/health/
Thanx to Google search
